January 2010
I have butterflies.
I don’t even have spectacular plans for tonight. At all. I’m babysitting, then possibly seeing Matt for midnight. Maybe even at my house.
Yet I CANNOT quiet this tingling in my stomach, watering in my mouth, and racing of my heart.
WTF is wrong with me.
About 7 hours until 2010 (for me, anyway)
And so I will leave you with the last sunset in Arizona for 2009. I grabbed these on my phone when I walked into my front yard to get the trash cans. That’s Mummy Mtn. in back of my house.
I love my mountain :]
Happy New Year everyone!
May you ring in 2010 safe, happy, and hopeful rather than relieved. (Regardless of your time zone)
I have a headache.
I’m nauseous.
I’m hungry.
I’m babysitting for Piper’s siblings in a few hours.
I’m getting that damn kiss at midnight.
I have to pick up my room.
I have to pick up the yard.
bleh.
I'm not doing NSAL this year.
It’s a small modern dance competition usually involving about 15 people. You take a master class with a great choreographer, then perform a 3 minute, self-choreographed modern solo.
And I did pretty well last year, especially for being one of the youngest people. And this year I know I’ve become a much stronger dancer, I just don’t want to do it. Not only do I not have the time,...
December 2009
You are calm and reposed
rufie:
Let your beauty unfold.
Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones.
Spring keeps you ever close.
You are secondhand smoke.
You are so fragile and thin.
Standing trial for your sins.
Holding onto yourself the best you can.
You are the smell before rain.
You are the blood in my veins.
Call me a safe bet. I’m betting I’m not. I’m glad that you can forgive.
I’m only hoping...
13959.) I MISS YOU. Okay? You win.
(via blogsecret)
STORY: BY BSCHH
wordsofsam:
fuckyeahslightlyamusing:
amandaisinfant:
ollie-bartlett:
always-speechless:
ijudgebooksbytheircovers:
lookitslisaa:
bschh:
it was the first day of school, and i was getting ready to get on the bus, so naturally i was like . so i was doin’ my thang, and eating a banana as i got on. then i saw the driver and he was all like so i was like and he was like so i was like...
I have to wake up by 9 tomorrow morning.
I’m picking up Piper at 11, so I need to wake up early to shower and look presentable.
Meanwhile the clothes in the drier are taking what seems like forever. Once they come out, I’ll have to fold them and put them semi-away and then finally sleep. I’m so tired! Tonight I went to The Kitchen and got the most delicious Mac n Cheese in the world, must go back there again, and then...
run quick, they're behind us. didn't think we'd...
(via oyoungsailor)
I’m listening to this song right now.
I have to move my clothes to the drier.
dreamsandschemes:
hannahbug:
It’s 51 degrees outside.
FFF
Try 22.
No thank you!
I'm wearing my Chaparral sweatshirt.
And sweatpants.
Reppin’ my school like yeahhh
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On the other hand I’m sitting on my bed listening to The Cab and The Rocket Summer and NSN.
:D
I have to move my clothes to the drier.
It’s 51 degrees outside.
FFF
will-r:
I love Luke’s character in Gilmore Girls. Love it.
I love that you watch Gilmore Gils :]
Hannah: Me > Chocolate chip cookie.
(via dreamsandschemes)
Edit to previous post: Phil is the one exception.
13866.) I really don't want anything else but to...
ashleystoleyourheart:
(via blogsecret)
“Chocolate chip cookies are better than men. Sorry, it’s true.”
– Ingrid Michaelson (via fuckyeahingridmichaelson)
The Good Anxiety
hannahdidwhat:
fuckyeahhlove:
Do you remember the first time we kissed? We were watching a film, and with each scene I moved a little closer. When I finally found the courage to make a move, I wrapped my arm around you and pulled you close. You gave me the good anxiety. The butterflies in my stomach. The warmth in my chest. Every fiber of my being wanted to kiss you. You listened to...
Forever 21, H&M, Nordies, Target, Vans,...
I have gift cards to spend and cash to dip into.
Tomorrow I’m going shopping with Piper.
I’m getting Matt’s Christmas present, I’m getting a purse I’ve wanted forever, I’m getting 2 books, and I’m getting cute clothes.
I’m such a girl :]
There are no breakfasty foods at my house.
And it’s past 1PM and I’m super hungry.
:[
But, it’s almost New Years. And that’s the most exciting thing of all! I have to babysit Thursday evening for Piper’s Dad and stepmom while they go out to dinner and leave the baby twins at home, but then I have the rest of the night (and hopefully the car) to bring in 2010 in style.
And by style, I mean a quiet night at...
“You say that my skin feels like no one else’s,
That it’s different somehow
But...”
– Masochist, Ingrid Michaelson (via fuckyeahingridmichaelson)
lannilove:
yeahwearesinging:
TODAY’S SONG
...
2AM and I'm awake again.
Lovely.
Today I sat home for hours watching multiple episodes of LA Ink, and then went to H&M and Nordies to take back Christmas things, then to Paradise for a sandwich with Mom and Claren. Then home, then to Matt’s for about an hour, then home again and iChatted with Lanni for about three hours now.
And now probably out to the kitchen for some food.
Today I also talked with my cousin...
Sometimes.
I just want to be held. To sit, and listen to a heartbeat other than my own. To smile when it quickens. To make designs out of your veins. To trace your palms again and again to memorize the way they feel against mine. To actually watch a movie on movie night. To feel your hands on my spine. To breathe in, and try to remember your smell. To be conscious of your arm under my neck. To smile when it...
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And I love your music taste too!
Oh my gosh,
loveisachemical:
the fucking PROUD FAMILY is on.
Suga Mama FTW
Grass
behhhhh:
Everybody else is just a distraction. You’re the only flower in my garden.
I will wait for you forever if you would just ask...
Gah.
I love this song.
Why don't you all ffffff
ade away
-
My Generation- (you should already know) The Who
You are the smell before rain.
hannahdidwhat:
hannahbug:
hannahdidwhat:
hannahbug:
That melts my heart.
IS THIS FROM THE BOY WHO BLOCKED HIS OWN SHOT? Sorry for creeping. xD Brand New lyrics (or possible Brand New lyrics) make me happy.
TOTALLY Brand New lyrics.
It’s not like this is in my top 5 favorite songs….
Hi. You are my new hero. <3 Just saying to amp up all possible creepiness.
It’s okay...
My favorite songs (in no order)
Hallelujah- Jeff Buckely
Lady in Spain- Ingrid Michaelson
First Love- ADELE
Bridge Over Troubled Water- Simon & Garfunkle
Keep the Customer Satisfied- Simon & Garfunkle
A Day in the Life- The Beatles
She Paints Me Blue- Something Corporate
I Will Follow You Into the Dark- Death Cab For Cutie
Such Great Heights- The Postal Service
Helplessly Hoping- Crosby, Stills, & Nash
...
You are the smell before rain.
hannahdidwhat:
hannahbug:
That melts my heart.
IS THIS FROM THE BOY WHO BLOCKED HIS OWN SHOT? Sorry for creeping. xD Brand New lyrics (or possible Brand New lyrics) make me happy.
TOTALLY Brand New lyrics.
It’s not like this is in my top 5 favorite songs….
You are the smell before rain.
That melts my heart.